Changes take a hold of you, pull you to their whim

A quick one I think... a moment to touch in... explain my absence... not my life...

Middle of the exams season. Trying to juggle revision, a desire to skate, a insignificately small but incredibly funky social life and a pilot draft that I've been squeezing out of my skull for about a week...

Brief explanations are in order maybe... I'm not sure, not in a state to write one of these...

The revision goes well, but I'll be better when all this junk is over...

Skating gets no better, but heck, that adrenaline kick is unbeatable... I'm going to overhall my board with my ema bonus so that I have a decent ride for the summer... shall be fun... Clone deck and the such... the local skate scene rules...

Social life is well, you know, people and gatherings and everything else... it is what it is...

The pilot draft is... well it is hell. I really want this to be right... and it's so totally above me, I think I think too big. I have huge prose note form plot drafts littering my room and my hard drive... covering the scope of huge backstory irrelevence to arching series plots into vital moments... sewing all of it together raw is impossible, too much varriation and disjointed overlapping ideas... what I need is to begin from scratch... prologue in eyeshot, notes within reach... and write it like I've been planning to for days... weeks... months... but I know it's going to take a long time that I'm not even sure I have inbetween exams, revision and generally living...

I'm not sure what's going on with this blog... because living in that amusing socially inapt student manner isn't something I'm enjoying writing about anymore, particularly since I'm in pretentous epic zombie character drama mode these days... I may convert it into a place to put drafts of plots and stuff... but I'm not even sure anybody will be interested in the progress of a failing writer :P... I may close it altogether... well for reasons that mentioning here would be counter productive... meh, I guess comments *cough* would help with that one... maybe you guys want to still hear the bizarre ramblings of a modern crazy... in which case I may open a new blog to cover the Zombie Hordes Are Back progress... which incidently I really should update the title to... Hope you're all funky and well...